im going to get over

i don’t know what it is about you, but you’re all I think about. I am so sad that we broke up. I can’t believe that anyone would try to come in between us and that it worked. I’m sad that you said you wanted to start over, but you never call. I slept with you hours after meeting you. You were the first person I told about the “incident”. And your response was to ignore me after. I kept going back to you, even after you got colder and colder. No more. You’re out of my phone. I’m not coming to you anymore. I’m going to live my life. I love you so much. But, I can’t do this anymore. My hearts broken and I don’t know if it will recover. You’ve treated me awfully, but I still would go back to you if you wanted me back. I don’t know why you told me you loved me. I don’t know why you told me you wanted to marry me, when you so easily broke up with me. I had my guard up and let it all down for you and you broke my heart. I still love you though. But it’s done on my side. I can’t keep coming to you.