embarassed

I wish i was just like any girl, i’m 17 and i have enough self esteem issues to deal with. I do not think i am ugly and i’m lucky to be tall and slender, but i hate what i look like down there. I just spent the last hour looking up labiaplasty, i am so embarrassed by this and it has impacted so much on how i feel about myself. I know i can’t even begin to relate to so many confessions on here but this is mine, and it is disgusting